Cheryl

Though it's 2010.....

2010-01-07T16:47:00.000-08:00

Currently looking at schools to attend, found one, Kaplan, introduced by Sean. Not sure if it's gd,

But will decide to go down to have a look one day. Many courses available of my interest.

"Take Me Away"

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

[Chorus:]
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

[Chorus]

I'm going nowhere (on and on and)
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)

[Chorus]

It's an old song, but definitely nice song !! (=

Lack of updates.

2010-01-03T23:31:00.001-08:00

A candid shot when the balloon just burst -.-"

Super lack of updates,
Damn lazy to blog too, as I also do not know where to start off.

Last Monday,Tuesday, Accompanied Y.J at his office for OT.
Super tired, Tuesday he OT-ed till like 2am ? Phew~

Wednesday, met Xiaoyin at Bugis. Had our dinner together and we shopped for awhile,
aftermath, I met Yinghui at SommerSet & we cabbed t Rebecca's house.
Waited for Eric to come pick us up and head down t BoatQuay. We went Tweleve Elements for drink. Yinghui & I went off first approx 2+am, as I have work the next day too .

Thursday, New Year Eve,
Met Y.J 10plus, head down t Conspiracy for our NewYear Countdown.
We were lucky that we reached 10mins before time. Head for supper at Rivervale Plaza Mac .

Friday, New Year,
Shop shop & Shop at town together w Y.J,
headed to O.C.C t accompany him w his bowling, supper at Yishun, and back home.

Saturday,
MISS Y.j made me wait for him super long, and we head to AMK t buy cake for Vense.
O.C.C at first for Bowling, but the queue was too long, so we decided t drink at the cafe nearby to celebrate Vense's birthday. But totally sucked, couldn't wear slippers in, whereas 90% of them wore slippers. Cool. So we head t Conspiracy instead, went off at around 3+-4am, and home sweet home.

Sunday,
Bugis, and The Hangout for Wii ~ wheeee.
Catch the movie Body of the Assasins, I was too tired, fell asleep halfway, heheee.
but still, I managed t watched the show, and understand the show after baby explained to me what it's about. He had his supper at Punggol Nasi-Lemak and home sweet home at 1am. Think his infected by my many bad habits. wheehhooo.

Shall end here .
I wanna go either Thailand or Taiwan. Have been yearning to go Taiwan too ):

Merry Christmas (=

2009-12-27T20:31:00.000-08:00

No pictures for this post, have been taking lil pictures these few days.

Friday, catch Avatar together w Yokjoo. Movie was like 11pm. So before that we head to The Hangout, totally awesome the place. hahahaha. nice place to slack. They have board games like Monopoly? Wii & Xbox. Rates are also super cheap now, 50% promotion discount till 31st Dec. Movie ended near to 3am, went mustafa to shop? -.-" First time at this point of hour shopping at there. and supper at Geylang. Home sweet home aftermath .

Saturday - Went to Town w Yokjoo to do pedicure, aftermath met Xiaoyin & Vense at Evans Rd. Chill out at The Wine Company. Ambience was fine. Headed home after drinking.

Sunday - Went to watch 2 movies on the same particular day ! Watched Alvin & the Chipmunks 2, and Sherlock holmes. Movie ended at around 1plus. Went for supper at Punggol Nasi Lemak. Headed home after that.

Long weekends are over so quickly (= I don't deny that I always enjoy my days spent w him (=

Anyway.... (=
I don't wish to mention about Christmas. Becus I feel that My Christmas this year was totally a down one for me.
Something happened thou. It's over already anyway. I'd just hope that I'd enjoy my New year this time .

P.s/ we've agreed to walk down this path together, I just hope that it wouldn't come accross your mind again.
I don't treat it as a game. It takes 2 hands to clap, and we play a part in each role.
I'm just being afraid that you'd hurt me again. I trust you, never again will you anymore..

Shall end here! Will update after New year ! (:

Christmas is coming!! (=

2009-12-21T00:18:00.000-08:00

My mr. Banana =)

@ Sabai

Sunday Evening w Marieann (=

Hurray! Few days more and it's Christmas, and then it'd be New Year soon.

Last Tuesday was Yokjoo's friend, Zhijie's birthday mini-celebration again at Conspiracy.

Wednesday, Met Bro. Not long after Yokjoo and Xiaoyin joined us. Ate Hongkong Cafe at Cine. Sent bro home and tgether went t meet Vense. We then head to Sembawang park t blow wind ? Lol~

Friday night was Sabai night~ Tgether w Yinghui,Eric & Albert.
Went to drink the balance previously and beers. Aftermath headed t BQ twelve element. And they went Top, as Yinghui could nt stand it already, and we cabbed home instead. Eewww. Thinking of *Wanton soup*. hahahhaa

Saturday, Heavy rain. So baby met me at a later time, around 3pm.
Shopped at town for our Christmas Presents for the upcoming BBQ night, and we had our dinner at Changi Airport, which is pasta.
Not totally fabulous, becus the pasta had garlics in it which I detest big time.
Aftermath met Xiaoyin&Vense, wanted to go BQ for some drinks, but in the end a change of mind, went t accompany miss.pig to eat and head home sweet home.

Sunday, changed of plans. Was supposed to meet Yokjoo for Dinner, but he decided t stay in for dinner. And therefore I met Marieann up at Tampines. Like finally?
I've been dragging our meet-ups since weeks or months. Wanted to eat sushi! But she does not eat sushi, and so we ate Macdonalds instead. Fattening can? Played L4D, wheee~ Used to play it with Xiaoyin after school last time when we got the time ^^
And home sweet home.

I'd be meeting KokTuna for dinner today!!. I wanna eat sushi w her! =P
It's been ages since I've been craving for my Lobster sushi ..... ):

Continue from yesterday........

Met Yokjoo around 8+, forever late king!!

We went to Siglap area to eat Thai Express and headed down to Conspiracy after math.

Home sweet home at 1+am <3

Blue Monday ):

2009-12-13T18:05:00.000-08:00

Time flies, time passes, it's a new week again .

Next week's christmas, that's fast.

I hope that I would receive from both bosses salary by this week T.T

Spent my lovely weekend with YokJoo. Alast, Reservist is over for him. Cheers!

Met him on Friday evening after work. Went to town & Serangoon to collect my stuffs, and off to ChompChomp to eat~ After Dinner, we went for a movie at Cathay.

Watched the storm warriors. Ratings would be just average show for me. After movie went to ECP for a chill .

Saturday was a zoo out day w baby! Picked me up at 12 and went to have my lunch first before heading to the zoo. It was super hot weather, couldn't stand the heat. After zoo, we attended to his friend's birthday at halobar. Super funny when Zhijie gave a speech .
Supper at Thomson and home sweet home ~

Sunday went Vivo to have a shopping w baby and movie again. Watched Couples retreat, nice show! =P Thumbs up. Super funny & hilarious.
Aftermath shop awhile more and had dinner at ECP and home sweet home <3>

Tomorrow would be Ethan's birthday celebration, am not sure if I'd like to attend, becus i'm afraid i'd be too tired ): Anyway, happy birthday to you in advance first dude. =)

Anyway,

I enjoyed my weekends w Yokjoo. And I know it's gonna be a tough and busy week for you.

Beyond my control....

2009-12-07T18:17:00.000-08:00

Super tired, not enough of sleep !

Yokjoo booked out on Friday night, whereas I stayed home too .

Next day, he was late again!! Forever.

Headed to town for minor-shopping and collect my handphone.

Night time met xiaoyin & Vense for BQ for 20mins? haha, and headed home after going to a Park for awhile.

Next Day,

Date out w Yokjoo. Had our dinner and off to watch Case39.

Desert time and home <3>

Monday,

Met up w Eewei, head to Bugis to shop.

And hereby I shall announce that i'm going broke ):

Went to Parkway to meet her friend, and we went Punggol marina t drink.

Home at 1+am. Overall, enjoyed~ wheeee.

Counting down for bro's tagging to end, 5more months max~ !
Yay~*

Just moving on .... (=

2009-12-02T16:40:00.001-08:00

I miss you alot =/ I can't wait to see your hair on Sat !!
I know you must be suffering alot now ):

Hope t study next year with Yinghui =)
Gotta see what courses ~ Must wait for results t come out first !!
But i don't even know what's the date that results are out -.- Heck

Cheers!

Starting afresh.....

2009-11-30T19:04:00.000-08:00

overdue pics

His totally not photogenic at all!

Currently working at Dad's office. Comp's still down at home, therefore I'm only able to update my blog now.

Last Thursday was Sabai! =)

Eric came to pick Yinghui and I up, he was super late.
Don't know why nowadays guys' time management getting so worse! Lol.
But it was much more fun compared to the previous time I went.
Yeaa~ Furthermore, With Iris dancing there, totally cooool or cute?
Totally arse again. Broke down once again & I know that it will only be the last time.
Becus I believe Yok joo won't be like him right =P

Friday,

Slept for freaking 3hours only. And head out to Town w Yokjoo.
Had Sushi Tei for lunch, aftermath went to send my phone for repair. Woah, it's like been a month ever since I touched my own phone ): Missed it badly.
Around evening time, we head to Singapore Flyers. Had some beer to chill ourselves first, till the sky is dark, and we went to sit. At least, this time round, I feel much happier than the previous ride. =) Till night time, we went to BQ's conspiracy. Supper after that at
P.S/ don't poke your nose into OUR business.

Saturday,

Dinner w Yokjoo at P.S cafe at town.
Then slacked at the UOB river there at BQ while waiting for Xiaoyin & Vense to come down.
Head to Strawberry club, nicee. Then went down to get my pay. Fcuk shits. Didn't get the full amount ok. Don't know how long is he gonna drag our freaking pay -.-"
Supper at Chinatown's Mac & home sweet home.

Sunday,

Steamboat at Vense's place. After dinner, had wine & cordon blue. super smooth!.

Monday ,

Met up w Ahboon sis! YAY~ alast. hahaha, I'd promise to meet you the whole day next time.
Sorry for going of early yesterday, I know you don't mind one right? hahaha.
Aftermath met Yokjoo for Dinner. We went to Tanjong Pagar for Korean food.
The food is .... wooooo ? yes. damn nice. but I was too full to finish my food. If not I believe I will gobble everything up in one go.

Next Monday am meeting Eewei =P And will be staying in her house after that. Happy~
Yes, I told you that I can get hold of it. But the next minute, I told you that I realised that I can't. But definitely, I will still heed your words!

Ever since last night, I realised that I was much more sensitive than I used to be before.
I really don't know why, perhaps what's been inflicted onto me, thats why i'd be like that.
There are many things to be afraid of, but yes, there are many risks too.
It's our own choice to take the risks and precautions =)
And so far, I know I'm happy. I just hope that this will continue for long......

Super tired! =/

2009-11-23T14:53:00.001-08:00

My blog is super rotting, becus my computer at home is down ): Only when it's happy, it will work.
Am now at Vense place together w Xiaoyin. Was thinking of doing something, but I decided not to?
Shy shy*....

Started work at Conspiracy w Xiaoyin last Tuesday.
The atmosphere is a-bit out ? haha. Eric was having a high fever, but still decided to come down to support me. So sorry man. Friday was also working, decided to quit after doing on Tuesday. But i decided to quit not even doing the last day =D Super bored of nightjob. And decided to work as Telemarketer w Yinghui =P

Saturday went to V3. The atmosphere there is super boring, I didn't find it fun at all, becus i thought that Wendy was at there working still, but i did not see her over there.
Saw Lawinton and heard some super shocking news -.-
Lick~~~ hahaha. Yinghui, you know I know? =)
Aftermath headed to Boatquay, whales -.-
The alcohol there is super "real" . Just cannot make it.

Sunday, Met up w Darren, Xiaoyin & Vense.
Went to Mount Faber, perfect place to chill I swear.
The scenery there is totally awesome! Aftermath we headed to eat Macdonalds as the lil princess wanted to eat it, hahaha. After that we went to Party World at Shenton way.
Sang till 4.30am ? And headed to Geylang for BREAKFAST? -.-
Xiaoyin ate DURIANS aftermath. Super funny.
And on the 27th date, someone is not allowed to smoke at all. YES

Monday, I actually decided to stay at home.
2am+ xiaoyin suddenly gave me a call and told me that she's at my house downstairs.
Shit her, when I prepared finish, in the end she told me that they were at East Coast on the way.
-.- Damn shit arse. So tired now, but can't sleeeeep =/

Will head to Bugis ltr on i swear~ Have been dragging for many days alreadyyyyy....

Shag shag shag....

2009-11-13T01:10:00.000-08:00

HALLOWEEN NIGHT =D

I've quitted =D Not working any longer. I'm still thinking if I wanna work or just relax all the way till next year for studies .

Yesterday, was the 11th Day of drinking continuously. I can't take it any longer !! I needa have a long rest. I'm physically tired & mentally tired. Why mentally tired? Becus my heart and mind is tired of thinking so many negative things. Relationship really sucks. Perhaps becus of what I've gone through, and that would make me getting more and more phobia of certain things.
It is really painful to share a heart w somebody else' . What you say, who knows might be just telling me to make me feel better ? I don't know. Yes, you are the one whom dote me the most.
But I just dislike the things that you're doing which makes me feel insecure and really super uncomfortable.
Ahh, Don't know what I'm thinking. Stop stop stop. R/S just suck big time.

Last monday,Tuesday, was work. Some things happened on Monday, what everrrr......
Wednesday was Off day. Watched Halloween II with Baby. And headed to Sabai w Yinghui, Xueying, no photos taken ):

Thursday took an MC but headed off to watch The Jennifer's Body.
Then went Kbox. From singing we went to drinking inside Kbox. Power.

Friday, Quitted my job. Head to Opp Parklane's pub for drink tgether with Baby and Xiaoyin.

Saturday, Boatquay at Nemo tgether with Baby and friends.

Sunday, Boatquay at Honey pub tgether with Baby and Xiaoyin

Monday, Boatquay at whales together with Xiaoyin and baby.

Tuesday, Boatquay at Jab 1 together with baby and jinghui and co.

Wednesday, Nana tgether with Yinghui & bosheng

Thursday, Nana togetehr with Yinghui, baby and co.

Friday, meeting up for dinner at Suntec later on. And xiaoyin's mine today. I'd definitely try to make her happy ? =D

And pleaseee yinghui, never shed another tear again for him =)

Life's a bitch ..

2009-10-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

It's been approx 3 weeks ever since I've blogged.

Ever since work started, I've been super lazy.
Even lazy to switch on the computer, slack on the bed and prepare for work.

These few weeks, many things happened.
Yes, I've broke off with him.
I just find that there's no point having such a boyfriend.
I shall not state what are the stuffs though (=
After encountering one, and the next one the same, I feel that it's enough.

Watched the show pandorum last week, it was a really boring show.
Walked off halfway -.-
After that, head to Neverland. Lol, really like once a week we head there?

Have been very shag lately,
Yesterday after work, head to Admiralty for Mac ? And back to Home sweet Home <3
Ok. I don't know what's wrong w me, but I'm like eating Mac 3-4 times a week already.
Super crazy.

Anyway, Work is quite enjoyable. But sad to see that Belle's not working anymore =/
Becus I find that she sort of "brightens up" our day?
And I'm always merlion-ing at work. Power. And now I've a big sexy pimple on my forehead. Super pain and red =/ Sad!

Life's been fine. But the only day that happened was yesterday which my heart wavered abit. Ok crap. I'm gonna get over by it tomorrow, or tonight? =)
HOPEFULLY?

Bugis tomorrow of hunting of apparels on Sat, as it's a Halloween night.
And it's so not a yay becus I texted boss for the salary,
and he asked me to work tomorrow. Hope that I'd get the salary tomorrow and able to do my freaking Q hair =D Been pining up my hair for nearly 2months I believe?
Gosh.

Shall end here. Will blog when I'm willing to switch the comp on =P

Broke ):

2009-10-10T04:20:00.000-07:00

I'm going Broke, and I'm superrrr hungry .. ):
Faint.......

Lack of everything.

Just as I expected.....

2009-10-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

Even before going out, I already told Yinghui what I expected he would say, what excuse he'd give. Smart me............

Went for interview with Yinghui, Precious darling came to find me.
We ate at macdonalds, and waited for Yinghui's friend to come, then we cab back home.

Blog song changed! I have been practising it like crazy. Next day was my examination, but there I was 3am, still learning how to sing in cantonese. And darling went saying " Dear tomorrow it is your N levels, NOT singing competition." -.- Lol. Nice song what.

P.S/ When I spend my time with you, I just feel happy. Our laughters and jokes. Please! It is priceless, don't make it happen again ok ? (= Lastly, TALK to my toes =P I love you.

-.-

2009-10-09T01:22:00.000-07:00

Please MARK YOUR WORDS !! You said 7pm means 7pm.
One minute you say you no cash, The next minute you say you got.
FORGET IT! I decided to TRUST you then . Make sure you HAVE the cash on your hand then.
Don't crap around this time round. If not you're a total loser. I swear.

N levels have started......

2009-10-07T05:46:00.000-07:00

Exams have started, chuan chuan and chuan.........
Realised that I've made a number of careless mistakes after discussing with Xiaoyin.
Sigh!

Finding jobs after N levels definitely.
Cant wait for N levels to end.
Tomorrow's Mathematics paper and I'm not pretty sure if I should even take Geog exam anot?
But if I don't take, I'd be paying for nothing.... But my geog really sucks. Have not been taking midyear and prelim geog papers.. Stress!

NEWLY UPDATED ON Oct 04

2009-10-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

Miss letting my frindge down. Rebond here I come !!!!

Wednesday, Outing with Xiaoyin <3

Can you see that his eating plain bread? =D We had a bet and he lost. Blame your mouth darling =P

Monday night, Neverland. Wendy & I

Shuping & I, Wendy & I again.

Monday Night, Yinghui and I, Mole,Me,Garfiled

Thursday night. @ Neverland

Thursday night, Thai girl Wendy & I again.

Thursday night, @ V3 Thursday night, @ Neverland

Tomorrow is the day, where my examinations will be starting already.
Shag, Have not even started studying yet. It is 1800 now, and i keep on telling myself the time to study. Was supposed to start studying at 5pm, and I dragged it to 6pm, now I've dragged it to 8pm.

Monday night, Nights out with Yinghui,Rachel and co. etc..
Met up with Yinghui at Tampines first. Trained down to Sommerset. Head to Neverland.
Then went to Oasis for a short while. And Home sweet Home <3 him

Tuesday, Find precoius' as he was sick . Took care of him. He took care of me too when I was sick

Wednesday, met up with xiaoyin at school. And head to town. After getting our stuffs, met Yongjin at Fareast. Something outrageous happened. Super boiling my blood at that point of time. Met precious' at tampines to pick him up from work. Then we headed to his friend's house. And went to handle burger. Burger stayed at his place for a night.

Thursday, went V3 with Yinghui, then head to Lavender to find Precious'. Then head to Neverland, Eunice met me there. And head to Rave. And I'm gonna say I apologised darling for not knowing my limits ytd. And it was quite selfish of me ytd. Now I'm sober and I know I'm super sorry !! ):

Wtheck is wrong with the whole family ?
I already said my house CANNOT keep already. Still put Burger outside my house. Pea-ed brain. YA. Everything ALL I settle. Only know how to keep push to me EVERYTHING.
Jitao Everything. Best! Anw, Burger is sent to SPCA. I know it is very cruel of me to do that, What to do? That bugger just put him outside my house. WORSE STILL, I expected him to maybe tie burger on the staircase railing. IN THE END, he go put burger inside the BAG. HELLO, he could have died of heatstroke, putting him inside the bag for so many hours.
Heartless.
That arsehole he himself wanted to keep him last time what, what'smore can even beat me up because of wanting to keep Burger.
Now I don't want, he also dont want. Just simply want to fight with me everything thats all.
Sorry, NOT I don't want. is I CANNOT. HEARTLESS PEOPLE. They can keep other puppies and all, why not Burger. Damn it.

P.S/ I wouldn't want to contact you if I have the choice. Just return me what you own. Thanks.
& My belongings too. Then I'd be happyyyy!

Anyway, Happy 1 month to me & precious' .
I won't deny that our r/s did change comparing to the beginning.
Well, I hope it wouldn't get any worser <3

Lord, grant me healing

2009-09-23T23:04:00.000-07:00

I'm really very very very sick..........
My heart is thumping super fast, until i could not even sleep for the whole night,
till like 7am ?

sigh. what is happening.
H1n1 ?

Afraid it is............
Fever's going up and down, up and down. Feel super weak .

Sick..Sick...Sick......

2009-09-20T20:15:00.000-07:00

Billy bombers..

Darling's sweet meal for me again =D Vegetables leaves for me purposely, because he knows I only eat leaves? Sweet =P

Happy happy him ? =))

Yes, I've been sick for very long already .
It is going up and down. Now I've a sorethroat. Had a fever ytd evening. It went down in the night. And went up again during midnight, up down up down.. Gosh. Had a fever again this morning, I believe the temperture went down already? ):

I'm super bored now. Texas left $100+, Yesterday afternoon I had one million. Within a day I lost it all. Thanks to...? =DD

Last wednesday, Find precious' at Suntec, and cabbed down to Neil Road.
Met up with Eewei and her Boyfriend, Coincedence to drink at Yingying's Pub. Head home aftermath.
Enjoyed my day with Eewei overall <3 Never once did I go out with her till wee hours ~

Felt sick the next day sigh .

Saturday , Met up with Yongjin, Jeslyn and Calvyn at Plaza Sing.
Met up with mr.kenny at there for few mins, before he head to else where.
Watched Phobia2. Partly horror and Comedy. Aftermath we headed to Cineleisure to eat.
Ate at Billy bombers. Slacked till 9plus and head to Amk.
Met ahboon sister, came to pick me up at Amk. And we head to Changi for supper.
Indeed we've catched up alot yea? =P Hope to meet you real soon again .

My throat now is super pain,
like is poked by hundreds of needles. Yesterday was thousands of needles, phew...........

Once again,
Wishing Yinghui Happy Birthday, And Rebecca belated birthday=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST GIRLS..!

2009-09-19T11:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, TO REBECCA, AND YINGHUI (=
I hope you guys enjoyed your birthday yesterday. Sorry for not attending yesterday.
But still, I wish you guys deep down from my heart <3

MUACKS

2009-09-16T03:27:00.001-07:00

I know you dude.
The way you always run from people, is like how you are doing to me.
WTHECK.!!

Super shag.. =/

2009-09-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

Simple and sweet meal done by Beloved <3 ( though abit burnt) heheh..

At Neverland... <3

Jeslyn, and Kelvin .

Woke up by a morning call from Yinghui. LOL

On Friday, Was invited to spot check on beloved.
Haha, and so I went down to surpriseeee him! Waited for him to end work, and we head back home. After that we head down to Neverland. Yingying popped out from no where, and saw Eunice too =P

Saturday, met up with Rebecca & Yinghui for a dinner, and aftermath they headed to Ratchada whereas i went to meet beloved at ps and we headed home..
He had a high fever ): Oopsy.. And sorry for not taking gd care of you !! )::

Sunday, he took MC because he was super sick, a simple and sweet day spent together with him
Remember your promises to me!! (=

Monday - Wanted to go school, but too tired. Because i was like tossing on the bed, forcing myself to sleep.. Slept in the living room? And went back room to sleep at 6+am.. Super tired.. Woke around 12noon, called Yongjin to see if he's at work, but to my expect, he did not go to work again -.- Was furious of what he was doing, after his done with his things, he called me up and came to find me at my house downstairs. Jeslyn and her friend Jiajun came to find us.
I went back up to prepare and head to Tamp inter, as Yongjin wanted to pluck his eyebrows. haha, much neater. Yongjin's friend Kelvin joined us.
Aftermath we went Katong to sing. Slacked all the way to 9+ and Eewei came to find me. We then head to EastCoast, Alright. Her eyes were like Super Red and she vomitted after dranking a cup of Cranberry Vodka. Power right?. Whatta cute girl. Plan was cancelled and I went to find Beloved. Was anxious to see himmm =P Though it's only a day -.-
Was very hungry and dear cooked for me a simple meal. He was totally awesome, served me throughout even though his sick and tired. I love you, Thanks <3
I'm still pondering..........

P.s Thanks for everything love.Village girl loves you !

My outmost fav phrase ''Super''

2009-09-11T02:34:00.000-07:00

My all time favourite guy after watching ANTM. His really cute & hot!

SEE his cute ear, when his tired, his ears go red. =.=| cute?!

I'm very tired and sleepy right now ):
Today's his brother's birthday, and so I decided to stay one more night. :D
His brother is a friendly chap, much better than -.- zZzzzz!
But I feel so guilty not buying him anything.. Last min thing that dear told me.
Haha precious' told me that his brother's birthday present was to marry his brother -.- which is he himself. I think the present is he make it himself, not his brother -.-
Although last night the thing that you told me, i was quite hurt, but I believe that time heals everything, and after a long period being together with you, your heart will belong to me <3
Met bro and jeslyn up at bugis iluma, then something minor happened, damn. I didn't expect you to be in this way bro.
Seriously, don't be like this anymore can ? My heart really aches for you.
Knowing you so long, becoming from bad to worse, and to worst. My heart aches real bad !
Stop all these childish acts and wait for your tag to drop first, and enjoy. Please think!!
Really hope you can think..

Head to Suntec, waited for Dear to end work.
Jeslyn left at 10.30, while i waited for dear till 12+ ? Lucky, he still told me 1-2hours.
But still, I waited quite a long time ok =D Appreciate?! hahaa.

I've got no heart to study anymore !
But I will still hang on there, to make the effort to take my books out to study !
Definitely =D Trust me! Nothing is more important than certificates !

ok, I wana drink..drink.... Monday =D I'm gonna drink with beloved tuna. Muacks!
But definitely, I'm not going to be excited again. If not cancelled again, die =.=|

Shall end here, buhbyeeeeeee.!

Life is crued...

2009-09-10T11:14:00.001-07:00

I wish.. I wish....
How I wish my ears were closed at that moment,
How I wish that I wasn't listening...

Yes, it could be tiny winy bit painful, or rather quite painful. I don't know..

Life is always so cruel.

What should I do ?.........................................................

P.s/ Thanks bro, but please make up to your promises..

Heal the world..

2009-09-10T00:49:00.000-07:00

Fcuking shit, I think I'm super dead.
Because yesterday's english paper, I guess I'm gonna flunk it!
Every 1-2 Questions that I do, I'd day dream of almost everything that I can think of.
Thumbs 'UP' for my perfomance for English. *Pray Hard*

Alright, I was super excited for today's outing but it was postponed till Monday ):
Eewei's sick, I'm sick too. Some sort like feverish.. I hate the feeling of being sick!

One more thing.. I'm stucked at precious' house because no one's home and i don't have any keys.
Power. And he said, I'm a bird without it's 'wings' ..

Yesterday,
Had an enjoyable outing w beloved brother. His friend came to join us after awhile.
I head to Amk to meet him first, then we trained down to Town. Ion first, then Wisma, then Taka.
Taka to Cine. He bought his stuffs and we went to PS. Ate and we saw one Old Lady and her outfit was very skimpy. -.- Super funny anw. Waited for precious' to end his work, and I sent them to take cab first.
Bro, please learn how to think. You're not any younger, in fact, you're older than me. You shouldn't have a kid's thinking. Grow up!! Please abide to your promises.

Precious' and I trained back home and met Ben & Yinghui & Elson.
Aftermath we went to Yishun. Superduper Happyyyy to meet up with Cynthia and Luther.
Didn't have enough time to catch up times with them =/
After that we head to Loyang as on the way something creepy happened..
Geylang for supper and home <3

Anyway, I trust you and you know what you're doing can already. As long as you don't go over the limit. Don't break my trust in you. =/

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There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

I'm satisfied..

2009-09-07T23:18:00.000-07:00

4th Sept -
Start working with Yinghui & Rebecca @ Oasis,
Quite havoc there, yea. Managed to see until Eunice and her friends.
Super misss Eunice. Super long never see her already.
Only have one photo, Because the rest was pressed as video. Too blur..
Was super drunk, and oopsy, I know that I was quite annoying that day. hahaha.
Repeating the same stuffs ten over times got anot? Lol .

5th Sept -
My Precious Love accompanied me back to Tampines,
Ben came to pick us up then head to pick Yinghui up (=
Head back to Sengkang to pick their friend up and went to Yishun t slack awhile.
Then we all head to Boatquay first, was rather boring, and I saw someone which I super super dislike. zZzzzzzZ..
After that we head to Neverland and got some fights over there, and we head home.

6th Sept -
Slept and slack all the way till night time, Went to slack w his friends,
Head to Jalan Kayu for supper, and back home.

7th Sept -
Accompanied Love to job interview. Ate at dono where, and we went to Tamp area.
And head dono where and back to Sengkang.

8th Sept -
In my mum's office currently, whereas Love is hired and working right now ):

As what Rebecca said,
We've 3 have been through super many things. And now we'd are able to be as close as how we used to be. Perhaps like when I was at the age of 13 only ?. Yeah.
Memories Flashes back at times, not forgetting to show concern for my beloved friends when you need me. I hope there'd not be any conflicts or bear any overnight grudges.
All we need is to speak heart to heart, and know how we feel for each other, it'd be the best.
We've all grown up, hopefully in the near future we'd all be successful women (=

Sorry to make you feel disappointed beloved yin. i'm still the one. alright.

I'm quite satisfied with my life now currently.
Up till now, I've no regrets leaving him, and being together with Love
You're totally superb!

I just simply can't wait for thursday night! =D

Rest rest and I need lots of rest right now.. I'm exhausted..
And tomorrow's my Eng paper. Alright, it sucks. I gotta study tonight. ):

I hate myself

2009-09-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what's wrong with me.
I know i'm disappointed in myself.

Yesterday, I really don't know what I was doing .
Super drunk and lost and spouting nonsense.
Please do not be offended for the things that I've said, if any.

I know you're gonna hurt me with your words sis, i know you just mean well for me.
I swear to myself that it'd never happen, but it did.

I don't know what i'm doing also, I feel like slapping myself to wake myself up.
Alright, whata shitass me. I've got so no energy now.
I've been eating like very little, not even a meal for the past few days. Few spoons of food only.

And sorry to give anybody headache ytd if I got !

I'M GONNA WAKE UP, (=

Night out

2009-09-03T02:11:00.000-07:00

It was partly a horror and beautiful day yesterday..

Anyway, I'm really serious about it this time round. It is really clear enough.
I don't see why you should snatch my phone away, and coming down to talk when I don't even have the time. Please don't be so unreasonable.
I know you want to talk, but those things that you are saying, you are just repeating it.
And I know you not say long, and not say short. But I definitely know how your looks are when you start to touch drugs. Don't deny please. I was not the only person to say it alright.
Drinking doesn't makes anyone face look like THAT, and not sleeping for 5days? I thought that after drinking would make people fall asleep easier, shouldn't it ?.
Well.. Forget it . I am just caring for you as a friend, not wanting you going back to how you used to be. Just wake up, don't live in your own world. Be someone whom will be able to support their loved ones, instead of giving them a big headache, & lastly you're not young anymore.

Met Yinghui at Tamp mall for Lunch yesterday, and her friend Ben came to find her.
Not long I saw him, Gosh..
Then we head to Jalan Besar for awhile, then Punggol Marina to chill.
Nice place to chill. Then head to Pearl Centre and Joo Chiat area for a morning breakfast?
Hk Cafe, didn't have much appetite. So yea, head to Yinghui's house aftermath.

A great thanks to Yinghui for bringing me out for a chill (=
I hope one fine day me,yinghui,rebecca,yingying will go out to have a chill !!

I'm quite disappointed with my sister said. But forget it, I know what I'm doing right now, and I believe if those words were to come out of your mouth or anything, you should not say it instead you should just keep quiet ?. I don't know (= Forget it.. zZzzzZzz..

Anyway Thanks for the people who care for me :)) Love you tons.

Will update once again . Kisssesss.

2009-09-01T09:01:00.001-07:00

I should get myself worrying for my future instead of all those....'

My say to you

2009-08-31T11:01:00.000-07:00

Without me, I hope you can really think best for yourself,
Continue your perserverance for quitting drugs, not leading yourself to astray anymre.
Think for your future, and don't be so stupid alright, i know you are not all along, as you are a smart one (=

Letting it go is really painful, but I really don't want wish to continue any longer.
As what I wana say, is all in my previous post (:

I wish you good luck.

Say 'byebye' to liar..

2009-08-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

Time and time over again,
You lied. I swear, It really sucks to the core.

Umpteen times that you have lied to me already,
and each time, you only know how to say, after all your long stories and reasons which are so not true, everything will be back the same again. I given you many chances, but you do not cherish it.
If I were to forgive you, I'd just be living a life filled with lies and deceit .
I'm a normal person, If it were anybody else, I'd bet they were to leave much earlier before me.

I won't deny the fact that you are gd at times, but i wouldn't want to continue this kind of unhealthy relationship any longer..
A healthy relationship is supposed to be founded on trust and understanding.
Many trivial matters that slowly added up, that landed us to this state right now.
It doesn't turns sour overnight..

Once a lying around boyfriend will always be one.
Once the trust is broken, it is incredibly hard to get it back, especially when more lies seem to be revealed.
These are definitely not the qualities I want in a boyfriend.

And it is always the predictable pattern.
1)Lie, 2) Get caught, 3) Beg for forgiveness and swear he'd never do it again.
If I were to marry you, I'd be dealing with a cheater of my life.
I really want to run and not walk away..

I am really afraid that my heart would go soft again..
I really needa wisen up,
Can someone help me !! ):

Can you please change your

Tmr is Poa prelim, and NO MORE =D Becus i'm not going for the Geog prelims =P

Alright,
I'm happyyy to see Yinghui getting on with her life without those guys who are totally jerks. Please open your big big eyes ok ? (:
And as for Rebecca, please take gd care of yourself too =)
Yingying, I really hope to see you soon! (=

I realised that I've been caring for you, helping you doing stuffs, and when I called you sounded urgent or something, you'd say you'd call me back when you are home or something.
I just hope that you do not take things for granted.

END HERE :D

AHHHH!

2009-08-26T01:56:00.000-07:00

I am going crazy soon.
I'm super stress over my weight everyday, but yet i'm still eating fast food every week approximately 2-3 times. I just can't resistt it =/
I'm gonna do something about my size soon. Gosh..

Watched Where got Ghost with Baby. Definitely a non-stop laughing show.
Not bad. I actually expected it to be a shitty movie, becus previously i watched jack neo's movie 'Gui ah Gui ah' dont know hw long ago was it, but that movie was not-nicee. But maybe a thumb up for where got ghost.

Mock exams are over, but prelims are here.
One week after another, exams and exams. Today would be Mathematics Paper I .
Hopefully it wouldn't be that difficult. This time round I studied it . But i'm not pretty sure which topics will appear in Paper I and II .
English N levels are coming. Probably next week or week after, Don't remember the date.
Then I can at least take a breathe, till few weeks to the rest of the subjects during the month of Oct. Biology yesterday was really tough, and totally Clueless. As for Physics, 50-50 only.

Can't wait to meetup with Eewei for a chill-chill session after my examinations.

End here ! Pictures will only be uploaded when I'm at Bby's house, becus don't know why at my own home the computer can't even upload. Don't knw wtheck is wrong with blogger.

I needa find the courage...

2009-08-21T20:05:00.000-07:00

Yawn..

Woke up early today for no-reason .

I was super-duper happy when Bby allowed me to go with Yinghui they celebrate with them their birthdayy.
Becus it's Yinghui's & rebecca's birthday I thought that it wouldn't be a problem, what's more i won't go back to how I used to be. And he is still so insecure, and suddenly changed his mind, which makes mine heart dropppp again. And I really hope you please don't keep switching your words.
It is just a Birthday celebration for her & rebecca. =///

Yesterday me & bby headed to plaza sing, to wait for KC, shanzi, xiaoboi & xiaoyin.
Slacked awhile at there and headed to Parklane to play L4D . Like funnn..!
After that we headed to eat 'dou jiang you tiao' . Standard procedure now, lol. If we ever head to Dhoby Ghaut, we'd be eating at there (=
After having a light snack, we headed to Bugis and they played billard, and home tgether with bby.

End here.

Screw you, Nut-Head

2009-08-19T07:44:00.001-07:00

You really have no idea, that those sentences are NOT supposed to say.
Yesterday say, Today say. What's the problem with you?
Did I REALLY did it ?
Like what I say, since you keep repeat the sentence, I let you build it back with them.
Wouldn't it that Life would be much easier if that's the case.. ?

All the things that you've say, have only 1 motive only.
The 1 and only motive that you have, you should know it yourself .

I already repeated not to talk about it how many times today already.
Yet you keep repeating and repeating, that's why i purposely stated on my post ytd,
Mark your words. See, I knew it. You did not. Just ONE day later you forget what you said the day before. Less than 24hours -_- It seems like your memory is worst, don't always say mine.

=.=

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And yes, I flunk my Mathematics badly.
I have only 9 out of 40 . What the heck. Prelims are coming right soon,
Lol. I still thought it was at the month of September, But actually there is no school in Sept.
But we are able to go back there for Revisions =) Yay* Not a compulsory to wake up early in the morning already.

GD NIGHT
TIRED DAY AFTER SO MUCH STUPID THINGS WITH HIM TODAY

Totally hillarious

2009-08-18T04:05:00.001-07:00

Yeah, it'd be better to listen all sides first before concluding anything.
Anything you may say straight to me also, same goes t you babe...
Irritating , small girl and what so ever... (=

Shopping at Bugis & raffles with mum on Saturday,
Had dinner with her, my aunt and her friends at United Square at The 'Grandma's' Restaurant.
The restaurant was very packed, luckily they reserved seats.
Head back To S.K to meet Junjie after that..

I did not turn up for Geography Exam ytd , tried studying, but really, nothing goes inside my head. I think i'm gonna flunk my mathematics too, I've just missed too many lessons this semester and just couldn't catch up..

Tomorrow is our 1year4mnths anniversary, and yet this kind of things have to happen .
Anyway, Happy 1year4mnths in advance to you first (=

I hope this time round, you'd mark your words..

Cheer up!

2009-08-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

Hey girls,
Cheer up ok. Happy to see Yinghui able to stand up on her feet and handle this situation properly (=

heh heh.. just don't care these kind of bastards alright.

After hearing from Yinghui about someone's matter, i tried concerning too , but it seems it doesn't really matters to you. So whatever ZzzZ.

Exams are here, damn. I hate hate geography.
I don't know what to do with this subject. Really.. damn ..
Totally lost in this subject . Prepared to fail it.

Ok, can anybody help me to resist temptation for FAST FOOD ?
I really need some help in this. People are saying that i'm getting fatter, rounder .. =.=|
See my face comparing to last time, also know already. zZz. =/

Haha, luckily Xiaoyin didn't get H1N1 , *choy*
But yeah, went to her house to help her take photos.
She'd be opening a blog shop soon (: Hope you study hard for your N's pleasee.
Yes, though there were some misunderstandings for that few days,
but yeah. Anyway, i really wish that you won't change and be the same Yiyin that i know of (=

Hopefully i'm able to study accountings with Yinghui next year. Can't wait if that is gonna happened.

I truly concern for my friends around me,
I may be a failure in relationship, but in friendship, i can do to the utmost best to help .
Of cus, I still love you BABY <3

Though something happened , and it is still keeping inside my heart..

Actually, i have a question in my heart which i want to know,
If the girlfriends beat the boyfriends first,
Does the boyfriends have the rights to hit them if that is the case ?

Blah,
end here =)

It doesn't pays to be good...

2009-08-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

Why do I say that ?.

Well well ..
I don't understand why must you like.. mock at me buying a dog bed ? And why must also mock at me for naming the dog name? Damn funny, becus i remembered asking you what dogs name you wanted to name them, but you only gave the female one, and i remember you some sort like asking for suggestions because i rmb you said that you had no idea. And thinking back that you said you'd keeped the two puppies at home at a very long time. All these decisions were your last minute decisions, but you did not inform him, nor me. Ok. Nevermind. Just some harsh words of yours.

Thinking back, bby told me what you said about me when you all were in Hongkong .
Ever since then, I tried talking at times.. Maybe it doesn't even matters to you. Alright then .

That's why i'm saying right now, it doesn't pays to be good (=

People may say me anti-social, but i have got my own reasons. I wouldn't want people to misunderstand me and might think that i want to kiss their asses . That's why, i'm always quiet. Not always talking with the people i don't know. I tried my best.

Only those whom are closedd clossedd to me, know me the best ! :)

Ok, many many things to say about.

Cousin's wedding last month's 18th,
The food was fantastic, esp. the desert. Mango Sago. I loved it (=
Before that night, stayed at Eewei's house, head to watch the movie with her, Haunting in Connecti Cut. The story line was quite confusing for me though . Cabbed back to her house. And the next early morning headed to my cousin's house for the Tea ceremony .

Marieann's outing was fantastic. Met up together with Janelle too .
She updated me about how's life and people in the states .
Like cool eh . She's going back end of August. Hopefully to meet her up before she heads back to states.

Next shopping day with Baby! Shopping with baby this month was only so-so. There wasn't many things that i needed.
YES YES YESS........ I'm so gonna save up lots of money to have a big big shopping with Dearie.
Many things i've gotta do also. Whatsmore exams' are coming up, just don't know why i just feel scared about it, but i still don't want to study !! My heart knows that i must study now, RIGHT NOW, but my actions does not do it.

Outing with Yinghui on Friday evening (:
Had a niceee chit chat and niceee gossiping session .
Shopped abit at Tamp also (=

Couple outing with Baby, Xiaoboi and Alex .
Watched the Orphan. Was fantastic, just that i had a TERRIBLE headache, and rushed to the toilet to vomite. Horrible feeling. So, i actually wanted to go online to watch the show again. Nice nice and nice. Didn't choose the wrong show eh.

School again tmr . Study study study..

Can't wait !!

2009-07-31T21:29:00.000-07:00

I'm Meeting Marieann later !! she's back from Boston for a month. *GRINS

July is not the Right month for ME!

2009-07-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

Everything I do is NOT going the RIGHT way !

Omgfgdness............. !!
Just hate it.. CONFIRM and CONFIRM she did look at me THAT way .
Just please don't say I'm TOOO sensitive. She was smiling coming out of her room talking to someone else outside , and sees me outside the room, changed face IMMEDIATELY, and i shall say IMMEDIATE, not even within few seconds, and how i wish i can dig out her freaking eyes.
Ok. Shouldn't pollute my blog talking much about her.

Okay, I'm so full right now !
Ate black pepper crab just now. Whee, love it.
At the least I can have a gd gd dinner when I'm at home, and not relying on Instant Noodles. Lol

Last week was one of my cousin's wedding, Lifang, the night before that, went out with EeWei to watch a movie, Haunting in Connecticut. Quite confusing story line for me.. Stayed at her house after that and headed to our cousin's house for the Tea-Ceromony =)
Head home for some rest and prepare to go for the dinner.
The food was alright only, but the Dessert was fabulous, mango sago . I love it =P

Heading shopping with Bby on Sunday again ! Wheee (=
Can't wait !!

2009-07-12T05:02:00.000-07:00

Puppies piling on top of each other to sleep, so cute right ?=)

BiBi looks like a L-A-M-B ? SAY YES. omgdness, damn different.

Bby's trying hard to give me a smileeee =)

The cute lil puppy

Okay, we stayed back to do our homework till 4.45, and I think she will kill me after seeing this picture, will you babe ? hahahaa

my all time favourite sushi!! I don't eat raw food yea =P

It's a Sunday, and tomorrow is School day again .

Skipped school on Friday, would skipped it becus it was only a ceramic class .

Met up with Xiao yin ad Hougang to have our eyebrows plucked. Went to Hougang Mall for your dinner, And I headed to Bby's house.

Waited for him downstairs before heading up together.

Next Day, me & bby went to Bugis. Ate Sakae Sushi again!! Ate it last week, and this week. We have something alike, which is we love eating sushi!! =D

We only walked at Bugis for awhile, and decided to go Vivo walk instead. Nice shopping day with him again, and I so-want-to watch the Haunting in Connecti cut with him on Thursday !! Haha, actually baby and I watched it online, but at that time, we were too afraid until we decided to close the show. So now it is Opened already!! & we will watch it! =P yay*

And he told me that he would play L4D on next Sunday, Hope he won't go back on his words =P Excited !! Have never play with him before.

Btw, I'm in loved with rings now ! =P

Brought Burger down for a walk today. He became so freaking fat.. becus i seldom have the time to bring him down for a walk , or rather lazy sometimes, so he's lack of exercise. & I climber with him Sixteen stories up~ Okay, damn tiring for me, Becus it has been a long time ever since i've exerciseddd... =)

OH YAH. Dreamt of Baby burning my fingers.. What a stupid but horror dream to me.

hahaa. I dreamt that he burnt 4 of my fingers! LOL scary right . hah But I know it wouldnt happen to me (= heh heh...

End here, will blog soon~

2009-07-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

I'm at my beloved home sweet home currently =)

Went shopping with Bby on Saturday, Did not turn out to be what I expected it to be like .
BUT in anyways, I still enjoyed with him for the whole day. It's been quite some time having a date out together with him alrd (=

"Youth Day" and yes. Have a lunched with dad & mum and head to meet xiaoyin & xiaoboi.
Wheee~ Played L4D just now. So happy that baby allowed me to play with them .
Haha, firstt time =P It was okayyy only- Becus the computer kept lagging and changed computer, wasted my time on changing computers.

Damn, brought my Geog notes back to study, but I actually left it inside to rot, instead of bringing them out to study. Sigh, dont know when then I will totally study hard for my Examinations. It is coming soooon!! ='(

Anyway, the 6 lil puppies, became v. v. v. v. noisy and irritating =.= Lols.
Becus they always cry and whine.. can whine up to 3-4am, at last, i fed them dog food to keep their mouth shut for the night =)

Tomorrow will be having ceramic making class . Cool uh.

I miss you all girls (= Shall see you guys soon .

And.......

I'm not sure if i would want to escort the princess tomorrow. hahahaa.

Glad to see that she's back in school after a week of self-proclaim holidays for her.

Hahaa.. Anw, to Cyn-Cyn : It is better to turn a deaf ear okay. (= Just dont' bother about those... zzZzZzzz..=P

& I'm sorry baby for not accompanying you today ='(

Love you!

2009-07-03T00:39:00.000-07:00

After few days, baby and I are back together again .
Yes, haha always . But this time round I was really furious, and yeap..
For the first time we were apart for few days.
Back to my straight hair again. Missed it sooo much .

Just back from school. For the whole week, I was like late for the whole week .
Great. Just don't have the potential to wake up early to get to school, or maybe waking up is okay. just that lazy to step my feet out of the house .

Orals at the week after, don't know why i dislike oral and will feel abit afraid for Orals since last time. hahaa. yeah.
anyway, i can't stop from people saying what they want, just that it was 2years back then. i don't deny the fact that it was not true. And so , people do have their young and playful times. lolol.

hahaaa. yes, definitely going with baby to shopping tmr (= Can't wait .

Escape....

2009-06-27T09:29:00.001-07:00

Honestly speaking,
I'm sick and tired of all those shits already ...

2009-06-19T10:04:00.000-07:00

Chilly chill chill..

It's a Friday night and its 1.15am ,
Life have been very bored for me....

Two weeks of holidays now! (=
Great. Soon i'd be straightening my hair back.
Cant' stand the perm-ed hair now. Freaking dry .

and tomorrow is Xiao yin's Birthday celebration .
She has been a great friend to me anyway,
Thinking back how I knew her, was hilarious ! hahahaa.
And... Most of the times, we had the same thinking, and same words came out of our mouths at the same time. hahaa.. She is currently only one bus-stop away from me,
Blah. can't wait to go out tmr =)

Yeaaaa...
It is 1year 2mnths with Bby =)

We have gone through hell...... lots of things.
I really hope that in this relationship, we can stop worrying for each other anymore, and gain better trust.
Honestly speaking, throughout the Relationship, I have reflect on how I was in the past, comparing now. Plenty of changes I can say. And I'm glad to be me right now.

Yes..
tata, nothing to update =/

2009-06-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

Hello! So freeee to update now..

So shall update abit of my life .

Mid-yr Exams are over on This week's Monday .

Okay. Great.. Failed Geog and Bio.

Regretted studying ONLY one topic for Geog.
BUT.. at least, i got top for Principle Of Accounts. teeheeee. Erhm.. Quite happy cus its like my first time getting top for smth in Secondary Education .

Yong Jin is out alrd ! =D
Happy for him, though he have to reach home early for 3 months, guess he have learnt his lessons!

And Bby's friend K.C came out alrd, Dear met me up at Tampines, and went to meet his friend, yiyin .. etc. And the night before I was fuming mad with him over smth . Humphhh.. Thinking back still angry ok! After that, we headed to Bugis to have a walk... Then the guys went their ways, and the girls went our ways. Went to shop at Junction =)

And arnd 7plus, took a train down tgther with Bby to Kallang, his dad came to fetch us to watch Aaron Kwok's Concert. Erhmmm.. Aaron Kwok is like is Dad's cousin, and so they had 4 tickets. So his sister & bf, me and Bby went to watch the Concert together. Yes, and his fansclub were right at the front, and we were sitting at the 9th row frm the front, just behind his fansclub..

They were like blocking our view..... maybe too excited, thats why they dance along with him. Hahaa.. and they were totallyy... shall I say cutee?? Cus there's this guy like dancing dancing shaking shaking** Okayy. yeah -_- But we were actually quite pissed off as they were blocking our view.
But the whole concert was fantastic, (even though i didn't understand cantonese) its fantastic cus of the stage which could turn, horizontal, vertical .. and yeah. Special stage!

Puppies have opened their eyes......... So cuteee and innocent looking ok!

hahaa. They come in 3 pairs altg, one pair the paws are freaking cute.
Why cute? Cus the male left paw was white, whereas the female right paw was white, and the other paw was black. Its 左男女右. Yep !

Met Yinghui sis few days back,

Catch up alot, didn't see her since April.

Time spent is lesser between all of us, but its great to meet and catch up once in a while !

Let's all meet up one day, make it soon!! =D

Yesterday , went to Suntec and Marina Square with Yi yin,

Yesss.......... she gotta plead me till i agreed. hahahaaa. cus I was v. lazy to go outt, and broke!

But still, when it's gg hme time, I gotta plead her to accompany me to walk back to mrt ='(

We walked till her legs were sour, but mine weren't =D

After that, met Dearie at Outram . Trained home together .

P.S/ Stop all those shits now ok ? =)

2009-05-22T04:17:00.000-07:00

When the baby just given birth =) Like Dinosaur right ? =P

Haven't totally cut the cord yet

When she is giving birth =)

At my Cousin's house now =)

Recently, really have no time to update my blog at all..
And whatsmore my own house the computer spoil, and I go to Bby's House accompany him, so no time . Anyway, shall use this v. simple skin for the time being =)

So many things had happened within this 2 months.

Didn't managed to Celebrate mum's birthday which makes me feel upset.

Was hospitalized during last month,
Great thanks to Baby for being there for me, and my great girls to visit me.
Appreciate the concern from my closed ones =P

After so many things that happened,
I get to see many things. My mother never gives up on me, which I am actually happy about it, on the other side, Feel very Guilty for treating her this way for a year + .
So I have decided to accompany her more than before.
But at least, I did accompany her during this mother's day !

It has past our 1 year, 1month anniversary alrd (=
Many things happened during this period of time. Hope things can improve much better and by doing so, I also hope that we could be ourselves too. heh.

Lastly,
It was bby's bday 2days ago.
We went to have Sakura at Town area, near Sommerset Mrt,
After that we headed to East Coast for a drink. Relaxing place and good place to chill .
Hope you've enjoyed your Bday sweetie.

YESTERDAY!!
)#*@!*&#*(@& Bby called me saying that BeeBee(Female Dog), gave birth! The Female dog was his sister's dog, which breed with my BURGER =D Erhm....Okay. The Female dog is schnauzer & maltese mix. While my dog is pomeranian! Wonder how would the puppies look like >.<

I hope i will not hear any last time.....*

2009-03-22T00:36:00.000-07:00

My blog is rotting,
& I supposed its time to update (=

School holidays are gonna end, and tomorrow it will be School Day again !
Finally ......
Becus ...... I'm bored to death at home =.=|
Just nothing to do but facing the computer.

Met up with Yinghui only last Saturday.
Like finally ? After so long, I can go out with my friend.
But of cus, Rebecca was working, therefore unable to call her out .

And Rebecca's probation is going to end soon .. :))
At last. Feel happy for her.

Lastly

I'm SO gonna explode soon. Due to some reasons.

Shall end here .

P.s / Don't always relate things together and want me to have the taste of it...

2009-02-26T07:24:00.000-08:00

I miss my girls ! : ((
Tried calling you girls, but each and everyone of you seems very busy .
I really hope to see you all really soon (=
Drop me a message when you girls are free too alright !* Loves.

2009-02-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

Life have been busy for me ever since started school .

Valetine's - Eve
Watched the movie , The Wrestler. It was an R21 Show. BUT, we managed to go in ?!
Haha! Erhm, its kinda boring
Erhm, its like we exchange present in the CAB ? Lols.
Not some place like R-o-m-a-n-t-i-c ?
Haha. But Nevermind. It was what Dearie wanted all along,
So hope he was satisfied with his present. And I too am very delighted to receive the gift from you (:

Valentine's Day was quite an O-k-a-y night.
We head to Vivo walk walk, and Dearie bought me a bouquet of Flowers (:
So sweet . And headed down to Tanjong Pagar, for like nth. And then to BoatQuay.
Thought it was going to be a fun night, but in turn out to be a boring night for me actually. Becus Dearie's kept lefting me alone tgether with Xiaoying. Zzz. Then we went to Joey's house, and arnd 8am+ me & Dearie went home .

The Next day,
Watched SlumDog Millionaire .
BORING show ~!

One show I CAN'T wait to watch is.... Pink Panther 2 !
Haha. I rmb watching Pink Panther 1, it was damn hilarious .
I'm so gonna watch it! =P

Even though i'm busy ,
I will always try to catch up with my friends. (=

Pictures will be updated soon !*

2009-02-01T00:04:00.000-08:00

Dearie's in HongKong for 2 weeks,
and so for the past week, I've been staying ad my own home.
Feel very comfortable in my own house, and mum's relationship and mine, is getting better =P

And i'd going to school tmr ! Yay ~
Like At last? I'm so gonna study hard for my N's this year.
And of cus, Eewei will be my tuition teacher for FOC .
And able t study tgether with Rebecca, cause she had passed her N's alrd, and she should know the work i'm doing too =P

Met Yinghui up on CNY 2nd Day. She came t my house downstairs, and I brought Burger down.
After slacking awhile, Went to Bugis, Top One to Sing. Till 5.30am.
But we went off at 5.05am and went to Macdonalds to eat, and chit chat till 6.15 am .
We took the mrt back hme and cab back tgther.
No pictures available, Becus our phones were both flat on that day. Lols .

Before meeting Yinghui, Actually met up with Jeslyn to watch the movie "Wedding Game"
It was below average, The first half of the show was actually quite hilarious , but the Second half of the show wasn't that niceee.. Perhaps.. Kinda Boring ?

And met up with Xiaoying & Xiaoboi for the movie, "家有喜事" Very nice show.
Coincedentially saw Pearlyn in the Toilet.

And ytd the day before went to sing Ktv . Lols.
Dearie was like my Tagging officer ? :x
Haha, But i know his worried for me . No worries baby =P

2009-01-20T21:22:00.000-08:00

Was simply just blog-hopping and went to someone's blog .
Whom I don't know, Whom He knows.

Was just wondering.. Her life is so great now. Why can't mine be ?.
Very much Envy her . But nvermind, this route, is me whom chose it myself.
I bet the situation I'm in now, she was also in before .
And can you even Imagine even he said that our *worst* part of the relationship, is even worstt than hers .

What eewei Said is true, Temper can never change.
Even though you are doing fine with me now..
I bet something like this * I guess you should knw yourself .. Will happen again.
Mouth saying won't, But who knows ?.

Sometimes I think I've done no wrong, But he just says that i'm "irritating" for like simply no reason ?

And Sometimes I really hoped what happened 2days back, Was just a nightmare .
But of course, It wouldn't be . Its for REAL .
You will never know how hurt I am .
I thought I was Leaving for good .. but still, back to the square one, holding me back.

And I can't Imagine what will happen in future ..

2009-01-14T23:12:00.000-08:00

I'M SO BLOODY VEX NOW !!
GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME ....... )$@*(&@!

Whatsoever,
I'm SO gonna study Private N with Xiaoying .
Since Mum doesn't wants to support me, I shall use my own pocket money and study !

To Prove you Wrong !

Though Dad disagrees, But I know somehow he will still support me a lil.. (=

2009-01-12T21:41:00.000-08:00

Just back from Genting .
Was a 3Days 2Nights at Genting .

Dearie should be glad that I sat all rides with him !
Becus... I'm very afraid of heights ! He was also a scary cat anyway :X

We did an art piece of ourselves. Which it costs roughly around 70SGD in total .
Regret doing it. Becus I Don't really love it =/ But nevermind .. Once in a lifetime (=
And we did the Wax for our hand .
Went to the Snow World . And Watched Movie over there.
Watched the show The Lady Cop and Papa Crook. Erhm... Its like .. I slept in the Cinema Theatre. Becus the show was in their main voice, which is mostly Cantonese.
And Subtittles were in Malay & Chinese.

Its like we overspent at Genting .

Worse still, we quarrel over there.
And I kept asking him if he wants a microphone in a sacarstic manner.
WORST , leaving me alone at the theme park ! But for only 10minutes, But its quite long for me okay! If its Singapore Its OK. But definitely not at Other countries.
And that was when I told myself it would be my first and last time going overseas with him alone. Humphhh.

But Nevermind ! Overall I enjoyed together with him (=

& I miss my girls !
Hopefully meeting them up next week to do our Hair as said !

Chinese New year is reaching .. I love it!

But sad to say that Dearie's leaving for HongKong on the 30th.
And I'm not joining him =(

And his going until the 9th !
I have to stay in his house ALONE to make sure Burger's Fed .
I don't like the feeling of being in a whole house alone =/

Will update the pictures in Genting soon =P

2009-01-07T19:57:00.001-08:00

Dearie & I will be going Genting this Saturday !
Bought tickets yesterday (=

Hoho.
Yinghui went hers already ! Now mine' turn ! :))

Hopefully mum will sponser me to Study at Xiaoying's School.
Argh.

2009-01-06T05:58:00.000-08:00

Okay, and I've only got a picture with Yinghui.
Rebecca's blog can't grab. & Yingying didn't send me the pictures.
My phone batt went FLAT again on the outing with sisters ! Lol

At LONG LAST ,
We four get to meet up again together =)

Each and everyone are busy with their own things.
Nevertheless, we still talk like nobody business.

Dearie came to find me at Tampines.
Hmm.. So had spent lesser time together with Rebecca & Yingying.
Whereas for Yinghui , Went to her house to watch 通天赶探, Becus have stayed home for Two nights. Thursday & Friday Night . And I so don't wanna miss the show =P
After that, went to her house nearby to grab some food.
And headed to the Nearby Playground to have a chat.
Its been a VERY long time ever since I've not been home at that timing which is 11+ (only)

Overall , I Enjoyed the Day out Together with Them =)
And Just can't wait for the time when Rebecca's Probation Ends.
LASTLY * REBONDING OF HAIR. Remember !

Yinghui's Busy with Her attachment too .
Both Rebecca & YingYing gonna Study .
ME ? Omg. Okay. I know its time for me to do something .
I'm gonna Work after Chinese New Year . And Gonna go For Studies Next Year at Xiaoying's School. From the way she tells me her school sounds enjoyable to her. So I guess it should be for me too? =P

Dearie's tagging is gonna end on the 9th. Pray hard everything will go Smoothly =)

2009-01-01T01:55:00.000-08:00

This year's Christmas wasn't that fun. Worse of Worst, Me & Dearie quarelled.
hoho. Can't blame me. blame you.
Dearie has Tagging and so we had to reach home before 12.
Have celebrated Three Christmas' with Yinghui, Two with Rebecca, and One with Yingying.
This year's celebrating with Beloved Boyfriend. Hmmp.

Watched IP man. The show was totally fantastic ! (=
Actually headed to Plaza Sing first, but there were no aavailable time slot for us.
So we took an Mrt to Orchard. It was Evening and it was veryyy Packed already.

After movie we headed to Chinatown's pub to find Jiayi .

And then home sweet home.

Relationship : The same Advice baby. You gonna control your Temper & your bloody attitude problem . 1 out of 10 can actually tolerate your menopause. Change..

2008-12-25T04:31:00.000-08:00

I Really Missed a girlfriend of mine..

Marieann !!

I miss her to the core !

I still remember Dearie not letting me to meet her for the lasttt time till she comes back from LA in 2yrs time . Argh !

Hopefully she will be coming back to Singapore during her vacation time or smth =P

2008-12-20T05:43:00.000-08:00

I am Speechless regarding our relationship, happening these past few weeks.

Our relationship is becoming from worse to worst.

Still
.
...
.....

We are back together again ! Lol

Thinking our relationship all along, Depends on your Mood .
If you mood is Good , We both willbe superrrr sweet.

But once you are bloody pek cek, over small lil things also can quarrel/attitude me.

I still remember *she* telling me that she will give me a Big Present if Me & him gets together for a year. To congratulate me for having High Tolerance.

Went to The Singapore Zoo with baby, K-Box , & made a couple ring too :))
Thinking that his officer would call him up that day. But phew*

& Lastly.. We bought a dog ! A pomeranian Breed.
It looks cute to me, But just different from how other pomeranians looks like.
His -cutie- name is "Burger"
Darling finds it "paiseh" =.=" But I don't think so ^^
The only tiring job is to Clean its Poo & Urine =/

Watch the Movie The day the earth stood still with darling at Vivo for our 8months anni (=

8months ?!
Yeah. 8 months. Its so Unbelievable.
After all the fights & quarrels, and you, always showing a girl's tantrum.
& like hell ya. We are together for 8 months + .

I wouldn't say you're not good. But just that your temper is still the same as ever.
Your changes is maybe better on how the way you're treating me now, compared to the past.

But still.. I Love you :))

2008-11-27T03:22:00.001-08:00

Yes.. Its been quite a while, ever since i've blogged.
In a blink of eye, many things have happened .

Yongjin had went missing ? Or did he really Recall. Nobody knows.
Who knows that even his Father would be lying to us ?

Mr. ET ? Sigh.. Mr.ET is going in soon too . Hopefully not bcos of the "suay" words that i'm saying now, would really curse him to go in. But its a definite one this time round.
Just pray very very hard for his tagging to drop first, and they then charge him to court.
Then it will be much lighter sentence for him, instead of recalling him . Pissed.

If he really recalls, I'm so gonna not have him for Valentine, My birthday, and Our one year anniversary .
This year also the same, next year also the same? OhmyGoodness!

But still.. hoho. E.T Has no faith in me . Humph, I shall show it to everyone okay =P

2008-11-01T21:34:00.000-07:00

Crystal TrueHeart is the one I love the most among the Female Models.

I just love her looks and the way she posts.

Just look way beautiful to me ~

Among the guy models I love JP the most.

To me, he has great personality.

What I liked about Polina is that I loved her eyes.

And she has a very curvy body, though she eats alot!

Though Martin is deaf & mute, But I still love his looks.

He is so.... CUTE !

Hello ~ I'm here to blog once again.

Now, I'm so into this show, Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency.

Watched it on Channel 5, but am now watching it on youtube already, Because Channel 5 had finished the show of season 2. So I've had finished watching season 3, am now a few more episodes till season 4 finish .

Argghh. And I know, I can't just be slacking at home all day long.

I just want to work those relaxinggg jobs. Tele-marketing is one good idea for me. Just talking on the phone (= Nothing else.

Baby and I, 6MONTHS and still counting down.. Though "breaking" up every month.

lmao. & I still can't wait to go overseas with him~ But Zoo first ! I'm still very urge to go to the zoo with him~ Yeah i know, people say, Singaporeans go Singapore zoo ? But to me, for couple to go once in awhile can be quite romantic & enjoyable~

And yes, I so wanna go for Private N .

Make my wish come true~? Will you ^^

2008-10-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

When I was on the way back home today..
I was thinking.........
*Well, maybe I'm stupid? Thats why i'm easy to be bluff by you. Firstly, you said that "yj" was in your house because *r* went t his house and fetched her home . Secondly, the day we met *r*, i threaten "yj" and say later i ask her "............." then "yj" then say, aiya that time bluff you, you so nice to bluff. Then Thirdly, "yj" said that it was his first time meeting her and somemore said wonder if "r" is nice looking..

lmao .
Really laughing my ass out now. C'mon, I may be stupid for that moment, but all of a sudden it striked my head up.
I will wait till the day you tell me the truth, if you don't, I don't know (=
I won't say anything for now. I'd just keep it to myself. Claps for your both acting.
"yj your acting improve too worxs.

want act or bluff, give a better idea that I won't be able to find out then..
Continue to lie to me then (=
Cheers.

2008-10-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

DAMN irritating, not say like how will she influence me ?

It's been so long ever since and we just suddenly kept in contact.

Its her life, and not say like just an outing with her, i will do something wrong.
This IS your meaning now. Like how ?

Even a dinner also can't ? =.= Just because you DISLIKE.

Like you compareddd first, other boyfriends don't like their girlfriend's friends,

then i said, but they still let them meet them whatt. Then you said this kind of things cannot compare, like WHO compared first.. duh .

These past few days have been quarelling. Nothing to flare up about, he's also flaring up.

What's his problem, not say totally his fault. But sometimes really need not to flare up, also flare up. Gosh..
And you say you cannot stand it. Whatever, seriously who is the one whom cannot stand it.
You wanna meet your friends i also nvr say anything.

Then one minute you say if I say you can't contact your friends, you won't.
Next minute i say okay, you don't contact "someone". He say, oh if you want me to not contact him because of you, I won't. I will still bring you to meet him

Lmao sia... zzz. Who's the one always talking rubbish.
Well.. but when we're good his nice (:

Anyway, DONT watch MaxPayne. Yongjin kept saying its nice nice nice.
BUT it turned out to be soooooo confusing, which I was so curious to what's gonna happen next.
Curious.... curious.... Curious... and the show ended =.=
Like wtf, don't really understand the show..

Its 6 months + already..

Wonder whether are we able to go for our *Dreams*
So envy Yinghui.

Anyway, the outing with yinghui and yingying last saturday was quite enjoyable,
during our singing session. Was hyper. But I think, its more expensive than Kbox ?

I thought it was a five hours singing session, but in the end it was only Four.
Hope to meet including rebecca the next outing (=

Shall end here sweets.

2008-09-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps, I'm here to blog .. (=

10/09/2008 :

Had a Sentosa Outing with Boyfriend, Yongjin, Jiayi and Denise.

It was quite enjoyable.. ~

Firstly I went to Bugis with boyfriend, and we both started to quarrel..

Reached vivo, and quarrelled again...... -_-

So yongjin and the rest headed to Sentosa first. Me and Dearest had to take the train ourself.

Coincedentially, Yongjin & Dear's friends were also at Sentosa. They left around evening time, and we managed to borrow their ball.

So the 5 of us tried playing Volley ball =.= Lol, But our hands were all in pain and we all didn't know how to play. So we intend to play Monkey instead. It was rather fun ~

Around late evening, 7+pm, we headed to Cafe Del Mar.

Had a drink and me, dear and yongjin went off firstt..

Dear and I headed to East Coast to eat our dinner, then Home, as he had a high fever =/

12/09/2008 :

Met Rebecca at Sengkang, CompassPoint. Had wanted to find Yinghui, But it wasn't really that convenient for me, so I stayed with Rebecca. And yingying didn't came to find us too.

Slacked and met her friend, Sharon. And two more girls came, whom are Sharon's friends.

They were familiar to me though (=

Yeap.. Then 8+ headed to Rebecca's house, and waited for baby to come and find me.

I was rather quiet the whole day throughout.

14/09/2008 :

An outing together with my Lovely Mother.

Went to Town with her. We headed to Taka for our first stop..

Headed to eat Finger food first as I was quite hungry.

Then we shopped inside Taka the departmental Store.

Mum, bought me a Brownish Bag. Which is from London that cost $179 =)

Then we headed to FarEast, As I had to attend a wedding, and got a Dress for Chaos,

and bought a top which i always wanted. Whenever I was working at Suntec, I would walk past Chaos, and see the lovely colour which is in baby blue in colour.
Then we walked to Scotts Road, at last she bought something for herself (:

Headed for Dinner aftermath, and Home sweet Home.

15/09/2008:

Went to Dad/mum's office to find them. Chatted, and they've invited Junjie to eat next week =/

Wondering what is the main purpose... But my dad says its just a gathering.

16/09/2008:

Managed to meet Rebecca up at her house to pass her back her Earpiece and her birthday present. Her birthday is on the 17th , while yinghui's on the 21st. Guess Yinghui must dig out some time for me this week. And its a deal for next's week meal !

Thats all (= Will update soon again..

2008-09-09T03:18:00.000-07:00

(THANKS TO LOVELY BABY, FOR HAVING A PIMPLE ON MY FOREHEAD!)

Great, its nice to have some rest alast.

I've quitted my job. Reasons, only my closest ones around me knows.

Yes, Past few days, my life was really like shit.

I know i have done a big mistake, but neither did I expected you to done a mistake too.

Though your mistake ain't worse than mine.

Friends around may think its a revenge.. Well.. This i'm not pretty sure.

Yes, whatsmore, also with a girl.

Hereby , i announce myself as a biosexual. Just kidding.

People thinks its digusting, lol. But well.. Yeah. Maybe? Maybe not ?

All I know I've gone through alot with my Lovelyy boy.

And yes, we've overcome this.

People now says me & him, now fair & square.

I know he needs me much more than her.

And I then realised, only at that point of moment, how important I was to him.

The past, i admit, I really didn't know that he needs me so much.

Because all he says is that, " got me , no me also no difference".

Yeah, maybe because her salon is just beside my shop, she could care for me most of the time.

While i reach home, I only bathe and talk awhile and sleep.

And what you say, yes, maybe this point, its unfair towards you.

It hit me real hard on the Sunday.

MAYBE she thought I wasn't in suntec? And she cooked up stories, and saying everything is all I started it first.. C'mon, It really makes me feels like puking.

But yes, maybe she's being smart. I know that she will tell people that she's being smart, in order not to create any trouble with him.

And maybe she thinks that i want she and him both to fight over me. =.= I ain't that childish, and I'm not trying to be cool.

But most hurting part was, firstly he believed everything what she said .

I already said everything I honestly told him.

And i was definitely shocked hearing some part of her storiessss...

And you said you were only being a listener?
You do ask me how's things gg on for me & him, and you do everytime advice me and washing my brain up. Or rather most of the time i'm listening to your advices to me.
You say I get it in my head, but no actions into it. All these prove you wrong, all you said on Sunday were mostly bull-shits. I don't blame you though.

& You said I dont' know whats right and wrong for me.
But now, I know this is definitely the decision I want to make.

What she says to me is always this, When you have the money, you can have all that you one.

The world talks about money. Yes, I know money is very important.

But now, I proved her wrong, that I didn't want her & her money!!

And you said you always get what you want. Shall not elaborate much already..

Though you say, I don't know whats the right and wrong for me. Because I love him, and he truly loves me. Thats what I know now. And definitely, hoping that i'm not wrong about this =/

Anyway, still thanks for the times you were nice. BIG THANKS....

Baby & I are now very fine.

Hoping in future, no-one will definitely come into our way anymore.

And I was furious about what I get to know yesterday's matter too. I burst out into tears.

But after awhile I calmed down.

Anyway, Thanks to Rebecca, Yinghui & Tuna for listening to me all these while.

They know all about it. And they were there by my side, on Sunday, when i was really down.

I called Reb, knowing she was out w yinghui. And yinghui texted me. Tuna called me at the right timing eh. And she texted me too. Loves to all.

It's saddening that Marieann is not around with me!! I can't call her up and talk my things out to her already =(( I miss her, maybe she's having a nice time in LA now.

GREAT,

Now I must start all over again, to find a job (=

How GREAT can it be .

Perhaps I would find a job after 20th Sept. I would very like to attend a wedding on that day !

And my company is totally RIDICULOUS.

It's been 2months+ i've been working there, and I've not get a SINGLE cent of my PAY!!

DARN IT. They'd better AT THE LEAST give my first pay to me first, Otherwise I'd report them to MOM (=

My day is a lovely day after all.. Resting at home~

Yesterday headed to East Coast to eat hokkien mee. What i was craving most was the Bbq Chicken Wing there! But we were very early, so the shops weren't opened. Probably they'd be opened around evening time.

After math we head to Vivo. Catched a movie, 4bia . It isn't really that nicee.. maybe ratings 2.5/5 for me.

Then we went to Thomson area, to meet Jiayi and her friend, Denise. Slacked for awhile, Baby and I went home first.

Tomorrow will be Sentosa's outing IF i'm not wrong! I'm pretty excited over it..

And friday will be my lovely sister's outing ~ I love them all ~

Though i don't feel as close as before with one of them... you should know who are you girl.

I didn't ring you up to tell you my problems, cause i doubt you have the time. (=

Well..

Shall end here !

2008-08-28T20:52:00.000-07:00

No pictures for this post, Seldom take pics nowadays
Hmm, oh well..

I'm back here.
Today's my off day (= Would be going out with my Beloved later, as he finishes work at 3pm.
Wonder where to head, so bored.

Yinghui's also working at Cityhall for these four days, hopefully able to see her .
Its true that 4 of us ain't as close as before.
Everyone's busy with their business. Study or either working, and having boyfriends.
But most importantly is that, the heart is still there, is fine (=
Just ring me up for a chat ~ I'd definitely be there for you.
Can't physically be there for you, as i'm working.

The world is realistic. Money talks. No money = No talk.
isit true?
But its true that, which lady wouldn't want their Husband to take care of them? (=
And Good Guys wouldn't want their wife to suffer, and work.
Of cause they would want their wives to be enjoying their life, spa and all.
Why eat a rotten apple, when you already know its rotten ?
Go for a fresh apple.
Wow, are all these true ~ ?

2008-08-23T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps,

I'm back .. :) Oh gosh, I've fallen sick for the past few days..

It was really horrible.. Had fever, cough & flu.. So I had 2 days MC from work..

In a blink of eye, its AUGUST. Isn't it Fast~? Phew..National Day wasn't spent with my Boyfriend. Haww -.- Was spent with Jolene , Kewei , Marieann etc.. It was fun being together with them, But of cause, ain't fun when things happened. Duh. Lol. But yeah, Marieann's flying to LA for her studies. So gonna miss her.

Yea..

Nothing much to update though.

Tuesday was me & his Fourth Month Anniversary..

Went to Eat Sushi & Watch movie.

Watched the show , Money Not enough 2 .

Overall was okayy.. Was quite funny at the beginning part.. & the ending was touching.

For the week I was busy, & didn't talk much to reb and yinghui.
Will definitely ring up you guys when free..

& yingying as well.. :)

ANYWAY VISIT THIS SHOPPING BLOG : http://www.shopping-paradisee.blogspot.com/

2008-07-25T05:44:00.000-07:00

Okie dokie,

I'm here again.. Today's the Friday, and its my off.

Damn it, For this week, I had took Two Mcs. Eh.. But I did not visit the bloody doctor!

And my pay will be dock $150 in total. $75 for each day. Like wtf right?

At night, I did not sleep at all, and we had the night taking pictures & having a nice talk (=

Then around morning, His friends, Xiaoying,Xiaoboi,K.c, Ahxiong & Yongjin came to his house.

And I still remembered what he promised..=( Nevermind :)

First day because we didn't have much time left to spend alreadyy, and I didn't want to spend an hour's time to visit the polyclinic. But what happened..... The whole day was totally ruined. Except the time when I enjoyed visiting the dogs (=

Not gonna explain furthermore..

The next day... Ain't loving as much as the day before. Quarrels again.....

That was what he think of me? Which made me totally insane..

Okay nevermind. Headed down to Bugis, together with Yongjin too. Then met their friend, Ahbao there. Had a walked, and happened to walk passed lianlian. And certain things happened...

But guess its over. It was a small trival thing.

Went home after that, okayy. & something happened in the night again...... argh.

Okay, next day, everything was said out clearly ^-^

Alright,

Each of my post saying I miss my girls and i miss them. LOL

BUT..... Its been a time ever since i've met them up!

I'm so definitely going to kisss them when I see them.

But at least, I'd still drop each of you all a call or message still :D

That shows that you're still not forgotten alright lovelies..

To yingying : You must take good care of yourself when you're working in pub alrighty.

Concentrate hard on your studies too, N's are here babe (= Don't always work

and forget about your studies k. Though we seldom update about each other stuffs,

But I'm still here for you.

To Yinghui : Happy that we still do talk on phone & update about our stuffs. Glad to see you

and your boyfriend are still going on sweetly. I'm still here for you no matter what~

Just don't forget me and to share your things with me~ Let it be happy or sad or

angry stuffs (=

To Rebecca : Can see that you're studying real hard for your N's babe, its a good thing ~

After exams hopefully we're all able to meetup alright. And remember, stay

yourself out from troubles le huh =p Get me updated by yourstuffs too.

Am here to be your listening ear too.

To cousieee : Can i eat you up tuna? LOL I love you bitch. Its been sometime since we've metup

& talk alot of cock alreadyy. Last outing was with Michelle right? Hope to see you

both and have much craziness :)

Boyfriend : All these while, we've really had many many quarrels .. But each time we had overcomed it. Hopefully your mind, wouldn't have any revengeful idea.. Alright. I know my conscience is clear and have done no wrong. You will be the sweet boy I'd truly love (=

Just love me wholeheartedly and that is I asked for..

2008-07-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

I'd take my free time now, to blog :)

Okay, I feel so tired nowadays =/

I'm transferred to working at Cityhall~ No longer working at Central =(

That's sad! Can't meet Xiaoying up already, And anyway, nice working together with my colleague. Him & his Girlfriend were real friendly (=

And I've decided to take MC today, went to the Polyclinic this afternoon.

Didn't really had the mood to go to work too. Many things happened this past few days..

Within a week, had a break up 3times.

The very first time, I really gave in & tried to pamper him..

But all he did was just to ask me to get lost. I really didn't know what to do at that time,

Because i did nothing wrong at all.

Second time was a very small matter only..

Third time was the largest situation.
Oh well, What can I say? He said I've changed.

But what I can say that is my Love had never changed for him, despite these many things happening...

He claims that my love really changed, but really, all I can say I still love you as much .
Maybe you'd think, why ain't I holding you back like the past, whenever you say the word, "B.U" Hmm, seriously, I don't know how to? Because whenever I do that, You'd ask me not to..

Please stop assuming things darling, I've been Sacrificing many things for you, & I know I've been in my best, & No regrets.

Alrightty, I'm done with my say.

P.S

Never take things for granted...

2008-07-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

Waiting for mom to finish her excerise.....

Lil boi in the playground....

Snap ya~

Hey! Its been A month or so ever since I'm here to update.
Well.. Changes in my life, No longer schooling, instead working.
It would just be a temporary job, until I find a better job, argh.

Anyway,
I miss my girls ~
Though we are not physically out together, but i definitely hope our hearts are still together (=
I'd always be your listening ear!

Hopefully Rebecca's ain't stress anymore, Hopefully yinghui & her bf's fine,
& lastly, yingying will takecare of herself too!
The last outing of we 4 was FUN! I'm still wearing the ring ok!
Are you all? Lol!
Hope to see you all soon babes (=

& i miss tuna~ I wana see youuuu soon too ok!

Such a coincidence that xiaoying is working the same place & level as me, but we hardly meetup to smoke & eat at the same time.
Lucky, there is a colleague working together wid me, if not i'd definitely get bored to death.

Me & him, is great at the moment. But just that sometimes he does raise his voice at me. Lol, but his nice to send me to work when he has the time, or fetch me home sometimes.

Our 2months had passed, now coming 3rd month!

Ok. Off i go~
I'd update soon again (:

2008-05-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

Its been a month plus ever since i'm together with him,

all though, he had use harsh & cruel words towards me before,

but, my heart still indeed loves him.

Had really gone through many things, i had really spent my

E-v-e-r-y-d-a-y with him.

We can really quarrel over small matters, like me not putting up his photos in friendster, me saying just abit of anger words, compared to his, & sometimes, we just misunderstood each other & misinterprete the words we've said.

but one night, when I've really packed my stuffs already,

I realised then, how important I was to him, when he teared.

The harsh words he said when his angry, makes me feel very hurt deep in my heart. But one thing it is, I was never angry & did not even scold him nor shout at him back.

All these doings for him, he sometimes could even doubt my love for him,

which makes me disappointed.

Whenever he ask me to leave, i'd think to myself,

Would he even hold me back?

Maybe, hearing from Xiaoting, its true that its normal for couples to quarrel almost everyday when they live with each other.

There were many advices, But I chose not to listen, & carry on with my life like that. Obviously, they couldn't changed my mind.

But sometimes, his just so afraid that I would heed their advices one day.

I gave him my words, that I won't. If I were to heed, I would definitely heed it by then, yea. hmmm..

He would just bear the grudge in whatever things I say, sometimes he do talk without thinking, but me? I didn't choose to say it out, to avoid quarrelling.

I really hope him & bro would have the determination to quit project i, at the least, i did not do it before. Thats why I think i definitely have the rights to want him to stop.

Because whenever I see him doing it, my heartaches.

Its not just about the money, its just that it really hurts his own body, but partly, it's about the money too, as spending hundreds alone on it, don't you think its just a waste? Of cause i'm not wanting you to spend money on me, but in fact save the money up!

It would be a good use for you in the near future when you are tight on cash. yea.

For you, I've already not been drinking & clubbing, which i often used to drink.And N-o-t contacting any guys and so forth.

Kaes, now deciding what i'm gonna do..?

Should i even continue schooling when june holis are over?

Or should I find a job instead.. I'd really would like to work now.

Intro for jobs anyone ?. hmmm

Will blog by again, seeing if his comp works.

2008-05-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

Okay, this cute indian lying outside Bugis Longjohn. Bro wanted to lie beside him & take a photo too, but my camera went sot !

Its been about a month ever since I've really blogged,

At last, I have the time to blog.

Its been a really long time ever since I'm home too.
& Guess mum is sad about it, & now ........ Don't know what she's gonna do. zZz
But nevermind..

Most of my time , is spent with M.L .

Day by day, passing by, I'm just wasting my time.

Should I actually go to school? Find for a job? Or take up courses to learn..

And ...

Recently, have found out news about.... M.O

I've been really worried, & not knowing about his news...

Vonn suddenly called me one night, asking me if I knew about it.

I only roughly know what happened, I guess this time his really going in ... =/ Hopefully I would be able to know what's his sentence......
Me thinking back...

Its true that I really love you ,

But sometimes....

Thinking the wrongs you've done.

I had forgive you yes, But whenever the incident suddenly comes inside my head, I really felt betrayed and Disappointed..

At the least, I had not done any betray towards you before.

You've claimed that you had regretted, like what your friend said,

Humans are sure bound to make mistakes, But hope that would definitely not have a second offence.

But anyway,

Life's not really miserable as it is.

Just look on the brighter side!

Have not been meeting eewei man, and have not seen rebecca for a long time alreadyy too.
Just met Yinghui & yingying last Saturday. Hope to get to go out together as soon =)

Blessings to M.L & I =>

2008-05-05T23:31:00.000-07:00

Well,
its been sometime ever since I've been blogging..

Whatever it is,
I hope everything can turn back.
Having fun always ..

2008-04-29T20:24:00.001-07:00

I miss you all.. sigh*